Tuesday, 23 March 2010

気づいた君たちの未来について

It is only a story. Our story. I myself don't know much about it, except that it was. And it will ever be.
So, for me, is pretty hard to write about us right now, in this March 24th. Right now I was supposed to be packing. So was Paul. So is LC. So is Plamena. Nurani has already finished. Ia has taken flight.
Walking outside just now was weird. Rain outside me, and this warm feeling inside me.
Are we truly separating?
I didn't think I would come to like somebody so much in only one year. Yet we all feel weak together and are crying together.
But may I be honest?
I'm so tired of feeling sad. Before coming here, many of my friends told me that being sad can be bad for yourself. Because, after all, when you are sure you are not losing your friends, missing somebody should make you feel stronger, happier. So I am also going to put this feeling here.
I will visit you guys. Doesn't matter if I have to try arubaito to get money. We may be the same as before or extremely shocked at changes... but this won't push me. I believe in you all. And I hope the five of you believe me too.

(There was a pause of five minutes)

I guess I can't write anymore. Feeling strange now. But to end, something from the gamer world, huh? If you ever thought that Kingdom Hearts was lame, at least try to see this message from the first opening:

"Thinking of you, wherever you are.
 We pray for our sorrows to end,
                                          and hope that our hearts will blend.
 I will now step forward to realize this wish.

 Who knows?

 The start of a new journey may not be so hard;
                                          maybe it has already begun.
 There are many worlds out there,
 But they share the same sky:

 One sky,

 One destiny."

Let's be together from now on, more than ever. Please promise.

To the sound of: Tsubomi - Kobukuro