どりゃ～!!

I just realised..
I should never go on Facebook, sober.

Oh and,
水兵リーベ僕の船、
七曲がるシップスクラークか。

Gimme a break......

....so that I can at least go and see you guys.

No, I'm not desperate this time. You know what I learned after fixing some of the relationships I had so far yesterday?

When you are sad, calling your friends is okay. But when you are happy, you HAVE to call them! Because shared happiness increases. And I couldn't forget to share a word with you all here. 

I miss our little but でかい group. All the nights we spent in LC's and Plamena's room (yeah, LC, not only yours, but Plamena's also, remember that, 「代表」!! haha) are now coming as happy memories instead of making me sad. That's why I want to meet you guys: because I'm smiling.

And in these times I also hope you are smiling. Because we're first-year students! Not only that, foreigners, and not only that, some of you guys are older than your classmates. From now on, we have to show them we have baka-gaijin power. And I hope that's fun for you guys! I'm really praying for that.

I'm going to post this before I leave it incomplete. =] 

Miss you a lot!

We miss you guys...

Check this out. ^^

Just another Saturday morning...

My last week's lesson: "Perspectives change" even in short periods. The "you", you thought that you were, deceived you.

"You're not what you think you're. You're what people think you're." Although, I do expect refutations against the former statement, 'to each their own', I guess.

I sincerely comprehend what you meant when you said, "I think, I'm not prepared for any sorta relationships right now..." (to some anonymous well-wisher).

Seems like a decade had passed before I had late-night talks with LC again, yesterday. :) He marked me as an independent girl, something I hated to believe, was reluctant to admit.

"Say NO to the word 'sacrifice' in relationships". Thanks Paul. Your words conducted me to find my way to a solution. I think, I'm pretty indecisive as well, でしょう？

Concluding that, I'll require all of you to walk by my side, hand-in-hand. To re-discover myself in each and every aspects of life. I believe, I can expect this much from you guys, can't I?

P.S. The best photos I could find. Too bad my technical skills are way too poor to regret the fact that I don't have any photos of all-in-one.

「響き」

おはよう！
皆さん、元気にしてますか。久しぶりにブログを見て、正直で言えば、少しぐらいがっかりしました。:( なぜかと言うと、実は皆の協力をもっと期待してたからかな…ともかく、アリソンとポールちゃんはより悠々とした感じ！ :)　学校はどうですか。もちろん、大学勉強には困難な扱いにくいことがいよいよ出て来ますが、それに耐える力が皆に十分恵まれてると信じてるから… :)　一緒に頑張ろうゼ…
ごめんね！ヌラニもこの頃、体内時計が崩れ、勉強に勤しんでばっか…実はLCにも週末しか会ってないし…その上、彼もボート部活に通ってるゆえ、結構忙しいと思いますけれども…
今日、土曜の晴天な朝、目が覚めて、変な気がしました。皆に伝えたいことがあります。
ヌラニは奪われた…もはや…

Photos of my room(manipulated..cough,cough)!! Yay!

Then comes the post,


The first time I said it, sounded like a curse to me..XD Try it, bana~na cake of cho~colate
Welp, that's it..oh ya n of course about uni bt considerin my classes r startin in 20 mins..l8r! ^^

気づいた君たちの未来について

It is only a story. Our story. I myself don't know much about it, except that it was. And it will ever be.
So, for me, is pretty hard to write about us right now, in this March 24th. Right now I was supposed to be packing. So was Paul. So is LC. So is Plamena. Nurani has already finished. Ia has taken flight.
Walking outside just now was weird. Rain outside me, and this warm feeling inside me.
Are we truly separating?
I didn't think I would come to like somebody so much in only one year. Yet we all feel weak together and are crying together.
But may I be honest?
I'm so tired of feeling sad. Before coming here, many of my friends told me that being sad can be bad for yourself. Because, after all, when you are sure you are not losing your friends, missing somebody should make you feel stronger, happier. So I am also going to put this feeling here.
I will visit you guys. Doesn't matter if I have to try arubaito to get money. We may be the same as before or extremely shocked at changes... but this won't push me. I believe in you all. And I hope the five of you believe me too.

(There was a pause of five minutes)

I guess I can't write anymore. Feeling strange now. But to end, something from the gamer world, huh? If you ever thought that Kingdom Hearts was lame, at least try to see this message from the first opening:

"Thinking of you, wherever you are.
 We pray for our sorrows to end,
                                          and hope that our hearts will blend.
 I will now step forward to realize this wish.

 Who knows?

 The start of a new journey may not be so hard;
                                          maybe it has already begun.
 There are many worlds out there,
 But they share the same sky:

 One sky,

 One destiny."

Let's be together from now on, more than ever. Please promise.

To the sound of: Tsubomi - Kobukuro